I'm officially a loser!!!

Dear bloggers!
Yup, you heard it here first. I'm a loser! I lost 4 lbs!!! I know it's a slow progress. It means it's 1 lb a week, but anything is better than nothing. I have been going to the gym 5 days a week for about an hour or so. I feel a lot better! Also, I have noticed that my lovely behind is getting tighter! My thighs are looking better as well. I still haven't quite figured out how to eat healthy as I'd like to, but I am staying within my calories and all that so I'm not doing too badly with the food that I am currently accustomed to eating. Everything is moderation. Anyway, since I haven't blogged, I could do my regular update on life.

Job: Still love it!
Friends: Need more of them!
Love: It'll come!

Toodles!!

You will either be sore for today, or sorry for today

Bloggers! I have lost half an inch in my waist. I know that is not much, but I am flippin' excited. Seems like whatever I am doing is working and I intend on making myself a health nut. I'll be a good one, I'm OCD already! :) I have friends support on MFP (not in real life), and that's OK. The only person that needs to believe in me is ME! I love my friends, but sometimes they can be real downers when it comes to what I'm doing. I had a cheat day yesterday. Went to dinner with a friend, but still logged everything the way it was supposed to be. Went over my calories, but 167 calories for great food, great wine and great company every once in a while, I'm perfectly OK with. :)
Anyway, I wish I had more people that want to do this with me. I am so excited about losing weight, it's unreal. It's been a while since I have updated about life.

Life- is OK. I am trying to get all of my things back in order.
Friends- don't see them as much. Busy with the above mentioned.
Love- All of my friends are getting married; I am 26 and drunk. :)

No loss..yet

Dear bloggers, I haven't written for about a week and a half now. I have been exercising regularly, 5 days a week. I am determined to lose weight, feel and look better so my goals in life are achieved by a new me. The old me is starting to get tired of this world and its shenanigans. Anyway, I have not lost any weight yet. I am still waiting to hit the one month mark and see if I even have one inch of difference ANYWHERE on my body. I do see more definition in my legs when I walk. That's boosting my ego quite a bit. :)
I was so confused and lost when I started MFP, that I didn't know what to do. One blogger came to my rescue and gave me the link to her blog on which I was able to read the information I needed. Weight Loss Technique is an amazing blog to read because it does go into detail what you should be doing when counting calories. I have no support at all. My friends and family think I'm all nuts, and they hate when I pick food and look at the label. I'm sorry, guys, but I can't be as perfect as you all are. I can't be a size 5, I can't be thin and eat anything, and I am not happy with myself. I wish you all would understand how this makes me feel, but you probably never will.

So this journey, I am doing for myself, all by myself. It's not like this is the first time in my life I've done things alone; it won't be the last.


Toodles!