¡Ay, caramba!

I AM HEADING TO MEXICO! LEAVING ON A JET PLANE, DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN.

Actually, I'll be back Saturday, March 1st.

I wish I was leaving and never coming back buuuut I guess I got used to this eating and paying bills thing, so I have to come back to my job. First vacation ever!!! I am so excited. We will be in bright, sunny Mexico on 23rd and are coming back on the 1st. I would have picked to stay longer because I had more days off but that's the minor details you have to suffer when you travel with someone else. Next time, I'm booking the details!

I have been packed for the past 4 days. I think I may need to fluff my clothes again in the dryer and refold them. They have been sitting in the suitcase on the floor since Monday. Yes, I lead a very sad life; even being as busy as I am (two jobs, gym and all my full time people in my life). I am also OCD and can't stand to forget things, therefore I pack sixteen weeks before anything and just keep repacking as needed. You should have seen me how I was when I was going to Spain for a month. Also, I hate packing and want to get the shit done ASAP!

I have got to look into things to do in Mexico or else I'm going to just spend my vacation sitting on the beach with a beverage in my hand, hoping that the alcohol pouring out of my pores can be used as a good tanning lotion. For sure, one of the things will be Chichen Itza (Mayan Ruins), one of the 7 world wonders. There is also an underground river that is supposed to be absolutely beautiful to swim through or boat/raft through, so I believe that's second. I want to swim with the dolphins as well.

Can I just stay? I really don't want to cram all these beautiful things into only 6 days!



*le sigh*

P.S. One thing off of my bucket list crossed off. :)

My February started like this

I was the passenger. The car slid and flipped twice.

Isn't this great? As if my life didn't have enough problems. People keep saying "God won't give us more than we can handle." Well, he must fucking think I'm Superwoman.

Hey, you up there! I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY LIFE! You can let up any day now and leave me alone for a couple of months. I'm sick of this shit.

Btw, guys, I'm okay. Arm and back are the ones in pain. The rest of me is just emotionally hurt, scared of everything now and awfully misunderstood still.